what you planned (april 14, 2009)

i don’t mean to bother you
but i got somethin’ left to say
cause the last time you and i talked
everything else got in the way

i never wanted to hurt you
even when you made me cry
i never wanted to leave you
that’s why i came back all those times
this was never what i pictured
i need you to understand
that this ain’t what i asked for
it’s only what you planned

i guess by now you patched the holes
all over the walls in your room
i hope your hand’s healed up by now
even i have no visible bruise
my heart’s another story
it’s tormented and confused
maybe you feel the same thing boy
or are you somehow immune?

i never wanted to hurt you
even when you made me cry
i never wanted to leave you
that’s why i came back all those times
this was never what i pictured
i need you to understand
that this ain’t what i asked for
it’s only what you planned

boy i hope you sold that gun
i hope you see what you have done
pushed me to something i never thought i’d do
the only reason i chose to leave is i had to
saying goodbye was the hardest part
and every night now breaks my heart
not letting myself come back to try to fix you

i never wanted to hurt you
even when you made me cry
i never wanted to leave you
that’s why i came back all those times
this was never what i pictured
i need you to understand
that this ain’t what i asked for
it’s only what you planned

it’s only what you planned
baby it’s what you planned